About Reality and Theory

Recently, I'm so confused with the problem between reality and theory. I found myself in unshaped world of mine. This world has led me to believe in what I have not believed it already, but it has come again. And I have faced it for the second time in my life.
What should I do?
I'm so confused.
Hope someone can help me!!!

GONG XI - Gong Xi

Hope tonight will be a beautiful night

Tonight is " Sa Cap Meh". "Sa Cap Meh" is Hokkien term for " Chinese New Year Eve". ya.. Today will be full of Fire crackers, we will hear a lot of noise of fire crackers..^^

As a chinese, I will do a culture ceremony tonight "Pai Sin" at 12 o'clock midnight.. ^^

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!! GONG XI- GONG XI!!!